Early in the morning of 31 oct 2006,i decided to surf internet...i felt so mundane so that i just entered to a chat room in kampungchat.com ..just then,i saw a nice nickname..it was ayu_chitee!!
as i chatted with her,i felt something that was very strange to me..i got very excited when she had agreed to be my friend..yeah,it was very unique to me because she was a gorgeous girl..i thought for many times n whispered to myself..'' Is she the best one that i want to be mine before? oh hoo..i found it! i felt it was a dream that became reality! Since then,day by day i started to chat with her frequently... We always chat in ym that being our suitable place to know each other closely..
After a year i waited for her hp no,lastly she gave her hp number to me as she was convinced to me.. Our relationship became more serious.. One day, she faced a big problem with her family... She had to leave me!! On 28 June of 2008, she left me forever... In the crucial time that, i cant image how i wanted to say.. I felt very sorrow n i tried to find her.. When i entered my room, i screamed loudly.. AyUUUUUU!!!!!!!! Dont leave me!!!! Dont leave me,dear!!! I dont know what is the best way to find her.. Everyday i would never surrender to find her again.. After she lost out of my life, i could feel that it was similarly to a very precious thing lost too... Its miserable story in my life... I could not afford to do anything except pray n pray to Allah everyday... I would never misconstrue about her because i knew she was not a hussy... I was convinced that...
Possibly she was never conscious yet that i was very sincere in our relationship... It was so arduous for me to survive in my life without her... Everyday i thought how to rectify this situation... I did not wanted to be an unscrupulous person due to this situation... Virtue of high toleration was became one of the factors of my success.. After a year, my instinct had changed.. She emanated in my dream!!! I was dreamt that she came back to me n we started to be a happily couple as before.. Since then,she promised to me that she would never repeat her mistake again... Till now,we are being a happily n suitable couple... We praised to Allah.. May Allah bless our relationship... Dakwah was my inspired to know with her... Thats all... Syukran jazilan limaqru' haza ar risalah!!
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
zikroYaati abadan abada......
Posted by riyu at 2:04 AM
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