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Thursday, September 2, 2010

Merenung masa depan..........

Smlm aku balik umh sempena cuti hri rya idulfitri...aku rs sonok sgt...mklumlah, dh lme x jmpa fmly n adk ksygnku, adnin... aku rse hdupku skrg lapang dan tenang...kdg2 tu aku rse sunyi plak..aku mest ingt yg aku xleh tinggal mengulang hfzn quran yg tlh aku hfl...16 juz bkn sikit...sgt mmbebankn..amt ssh utk mnjganya..hmm..tmbh2 skrg ni musim exm, mcm2 kne cover..as perfect as i can, i should do the best even i know its quite arduous to score well in the two quran subjects, writing n reciting...hmm, ape2pn aku brsykr sbb Allah plih aku utk jd hafiz..skurg2nya aku lain drp kwn2 aku yg lain..plan aku lps DQ? hmm, i'Allah pasti aku akn smbung stdy kt uia gombk..aku mnat g sne sbb suasana dia..all english n there is a few social problems as compared to others.. i think the most admired course in my thought currently is tesl..i love english the most..i dont know why,but i could infer my intention..my parents also give me full of support...at the same tym,i love arabic language too..at first,i hv been dreaming to be an arabic lecturer but lately i felt tend to english course...whether arabic or english will be my majoring n minoring...teman hidup? huhu...its QUITE complicated to talk bout that..im currently seeking solace in my friends to release my stress...im desultory to think bout that...hatiku slalu dilukai..aku sakit..aku tdk thn lg..aku xthu smpai bla lg ht ku akn trus dprlakukn bgini..adklanya aku rse sprti aku tgh kuasai dunia ni...tp adklanya jgk aku rs sgt kerdil,sgt kecewa dn xthu lg lah nk ckp mcm mne ksdihn aku ni...

Kdg2, x slalunya org yg kta syg akn mmbhgiakn kta..dia juga brgkali bleh jd duri kpd kta..aku bingung utk mmkirkn psl ni..pening!!! pening!!!! knp aku slalu kne mcm ni??? mne perginya aku yg keras dhlu???ahh!!! aku xnk pk..yg pntg aku relaxkn dri aku..stdy,bc quran,stdy,quran...yg tu lg pntg.......daaaa............... to be continued~

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